BITS AND PIECES

Sounds normal? Yeah right! This could be a so so normal situation for most, but believe me, it's hard. Yeah, some might say "parang highschool" or others might take this as a simple no-nonsense thing.

My besty is right.. everything is all up to me... taking risk is a risk that I should make if I wanted to make a difference out of this paranoia that bugging me eversince that news-breaking headline that caught my attention (whatever that headline is, it made a difference now... happened sometime december 2005).

Now, having this strong foundation of friendship hinders me into taking another level.. another step that could make a BIG difference in my life. I am not afraid of taking risk.. but this time, I guess, I am. Knowing that what is at stake is something so important in my life... and so I am afraid.

I'll just shut up.... keep everything to myself.. be still... Anyway, things might fall into their right places in time... when? I don't know. When will I have the courage, I have no idea.

As for now.. having him in my life is enough.. enough to know that I, too, exist in his life...