BITS AND PIECES

Is this year right for me? Hah!!!! What a way to start my 2006...

.... INQ TV is on the rocks.. well.. honestly, we are not airing anymore... Our weeksly show just ended even before 2005 ends... and now we're here... supposed to work out on a documentary which I am really not sure about the status... we, the staffs, are still hypothetical on where we are heading to... thought provoking questions like " are we still here or should we all pack-up and move on?" The waiting game is not yet over. I HATE THIS DILEMNA. When all of us seems to be blindfolded by the truth.. when all things turned out to be a "suspense game" for everyone. Then you'll realize the possibility of not having a pay cheque for this month! Ugh!!!!... much more.. the crap of looking for a new-and-this-time-a-stable-job.

From 24 people last year, we were trimmed to 12 last September... and now we are only 10 left. Ten people left inside a vehicle that suddenly stopped moving. And whether it would continue to run, into what direction, still.. the answer is nowhere to be found.

This is a very crucial decision that we have to face. Now, as to whether to step out on this vehicle and go with a new one, we still can't decide.

Leaving INQ TV is not as easy as it seems. I may have been here only for a year and three months now but there is this attachment that holding me back. I know this is the same for the other nine.

We all hope that this paranoia would nd up soon.. very very soon. As to what would be the final decision, we just hope and pray that it would be for the betterment of everybody.