BITS AND PIECES

Why do we tend to loose ourself to someone we already knew we can't exactly have? Why is it pretending becomes so easy when deep inside us it hurts to act like everything's ok? The very fact that this person who pulled our heart's string has already beed tagged by another person draws us apart from where we stand. And sometimes, the moments you're wishing to happen for the longest time of your life comes at the wrong time. When you have no choice but to let it go.

Still, you can't help but to keep a little hope in your head. Contented with the present situation and subconciously hoping for more....

When will this agony ends? Where will this hurting lead to? How many times more will I come across this ungratified emotions? When will I be fair enough to face the real truth?

Oh, well.. nobody can tell. This is just a piece of something I should be over by now. What matters now is the trust I have gained from someone which I know I have abondoned for a while. I should regain it even before that someone knows.

I have been bad.. been a bitch lately... a different person from what I knew myself as. And now I am thinking...

Wondering.... it feels good to be different... sometimes...