to those people who has nothing to do but to criticize me and give me an unfair judgement. 

I believe that insecurities can cause you to get so over crazy. So be mindful of that. And I also believe that you need not to kiss other people's ass just so to redeem yourself and to gain compliments in expense of others. You may not know it but people around you are so so happy without you. 

Same thing, favoritism sucks. To gain an unfair judgement from you actually does not matter. And i dont care. I know that I am doing what I'm supposed to do contrary to what you believe that I am not. You might not know it too, but people are starting to drift apart because of you. Since day 1 you didn't like me and i know that. But do you expect me to change just to please you? nadah! as long as i know that i am not doing anything wrong and i am not risking other people's credibility, i will still be the same me. Walang personalan. Kung di mo ko feel, mas lalong ayaw ko sayo 

In the first place i do not even know why you didn't liked me. I really don't need to know why. I saw all you attepmts to get rid of me.  Just the fact na lagi mo kong hinahanapan ng butas means you want me out of your life. Lucky me, I survived. And I am still here. That's one thing you have to deal with.

I just don't get it bakit kelangan yo kong pagkaisahan. May mapapala ba kayo sakin? Naiinggit ba kayo? Ang pikon talo. Ang naiinis, lalong iniinis. Bakit kelangan mag bait-baitan pag nakaharap ang ibang tao? 

I never wanted to post this but because i know that both of you are in monitor of all my online activities, i am pretty sure you'll stumble upon this post.

And so, bato bato sa langit.., ang tamaan wag magalit! ang apektado, guilty!


1. Bakit may mga taong ang hobby e.. mamuna ng ibang tao? lalo na ng mga sinasabi nilang "friends" nila? Pero di nila alam, mas malala pa sila sa judgement na binibigay nila dun sa mga taong pinupuna nila?

2. Bakit may mga taong nakatikim lang ng konting comfort sa buhay, kung umasta e kala mo napakataas at napakapowerful na? Na feeling nila e sila na ang pinakamagaling sa lahat ng bagay?

3. Bakit may mga taong ayaw magpalamang? Na kapag nakita nilang nalagpasan sila ng kaibigan nila e gagawan na nila ng issue yung tao? Pagtatawanan, hahanapan ng kapintasan? Just to satisfy their ego?

4. Bakit may mga taong "user-friendly"?

... and worst, itinuring mo silang mga "kaibigan".

Oh, well.. no wonder.. that even those whom they thought was their bestfriends also turned their backs on them... pinaplastic na lang din sila just like what they are doing to almost everyone around them. 

... pity.

> sick.
> missing my two best buds... my blf and little sis.
> missing him. the one person i knew i care about. that person, who, after all these time, i realized, was still the same person i am longing for. 
> back to smallville mode. 
> busy administering the new website my office tasked me to work on.
> excited for the upcoming wedding of a bestfriend.
> starting to learn web development and design.
>..... waiting.

i haven't had the time to post updates. or should i say,  i intended not to post anything about what happened the past days... its not worth remembering anyway.

i want to keep myself busy. after the long rest, i wanted to become active.. gusto ko na ulit maging bibo. 

and workloads helps...

i wish this kind of feeling would subside... soon.


i AM still here...

will post updates soon...


and I am literally Home Alone for a week.

and I just LOOOOOVE it!

i have my own world... i have my own peace...

and i have my own space.

if only this would last...

... and oh! by the way...

HAPPY HEART'S DAY to all!!! 


A movie that would melt your heart away...

I found myself almost wanting to cry and noticed that almost everyone does...

me lately...

the ringworms are gone! Thank's God. It was a week of itchy arms for me. Ang hirapppp!!! Thanks to my derma and her ointment. *wink*

it is still a busy week. deadlines everywhere. no way to rest. :-( 

a big change is about to happen in the office. and it includes me. :-) im keeping the details yet.. but yeah... im looking forward to it.

out team building this year: February 28 and March 1 at Tarawoods, Tanauan Batangas. there will be more fun and games plus an exciting personal effectiveness training. and it is in time for MDA's birthday on March 1. :-)

in the middle of my toxic-rushing-beating-the-deadline mode, i received a message from my besty nikay. a good news indeed. what about that? she'll be the one to tell. :-)

i gotta go and sleep. this is the best thing that i can have now.



i went over to a derma checkup earlier because there are rashes that suddenly appeared on my right arm. it was so itchy that im having a hard time controlling myself not to scratch it.

apparently, the derma said that it was a ringworm. probably caused by heat and allergy from the soap that i started using this week.

she gave me an ointment which, of course cost so much and could only be bought in her clinic.

btw, doktora is so groovy. :-) fashionista and cool! haha!

and, i just found out that the ointment she gave me is worth the price. after applying it once into the rashes, nabawasan na sya agad. although makati pa rin sya, pero bearable na. she said that it will take two days before all the rashes disappear. but i have to continue applying the ointment for 2 weeks.

and after two weeks, i will see her again for a follow-up checkup.

and for two weeks i have to abstain myself from lotion and body wash.. that could cause irritation....


i have been into some sort of trying out some "legal" on the side rakets lately. And im enjoying it! Not because of the returns or profits (sometimes losses) that I am getting but the experience that I am into...

i have a mini sari-sari store at the office which my officemates are very fond of. Instead of going down the building and buying some snacks, i though of making it available at the comfort of our workplace. mind you, even my boss buys something... from crackers to softdrinks in can. and sometimes she even reminds when im almost out of stock on some stuffs. :-) more to that, they can pay me during payday. I started it 3 weeks ago and as of now, bawi na ang puhunan. Pinapaikot ko na lang ngayon all the profits I earned from it. :-)

my ebay hobby is getting good. i always have sales almost every week. i never thought that those stuffs na pakalat-kalat lang dito sa house would be the same stuffs i could get money from. i am amazed how things can be more useful that you can imagine.

and just yesterday... our very first venture...

me, shawee and blf are starting this selling thing and our targets are the weekly markets, schoold fairs, or kahit saan na may tiangge. our first stop: the San Beda Alumni Homecoming. We sell siopao, siomai, nachos, tacos, bbq and more...

although the returns are not so good, it's quite worth the experience. as a first venture and a trial attempt, it was not as bad as it seems. ganun naman talaga, you have to take and make a risk in order to suceed...

some pics...

with marshee and blf... morning pa lang all smile na... 
marshee as the buena mano to our siopao.

these are what we sell...

with blf's nephew, amkmak who's a bedan too!

ang mga tindera na kahit gabi na e nakasmile pa rin...

with sir jem and ms. christine. sir jem was one of the organizers of their homecoming. 

i hope, there's more "ventures" to come... masaya palang magtinda! *wink*

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