BITS AND PIECES

its a saturday...

and im working...

no, not office stuffs... but for some other "on-the-side" rackets.

and to be specific:

1. adding photos to the two books im lay-outing. I started the lay-out late last year, and now, im doing the revisions -- typo, change of photos, well mostly the concerns or should I say the "change of mind" of the publisher.

2. Studies for a logo design of a detergent soap. I have to make 5 studies for different products...

3. A label for a distilled water

Good though Im done with almost everything except for #2... which I think would take me until tomrw.

That's why singit muna ko sa blogger... pampatanggal stress...

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This morning I found myself crying...

I miss my mom... so much...

I remembered every single thing we've done when she was still here...

I thought... if only you are here... my life could be different...

I should've know what to do... and maybe I wouldn't be in this kind of situation..

Though Im ok with what I have now... where I am, whom I am with... but definitely, things could be different if she didn't left.

You could somehow be a very proud mom... in the same way I felt lot of guilt whith things I have done the moment you left...

And I am sorry... I apologize for those...

and maybe that's why you are always on my dream lately... and your memories haunts me... making me miss you... reminding me that I should be wiser...

I miss you mommy....

I wish you're here...