Having to deal with confusion, with a question that keeps on playing inside me...

still grasping for an answer....

this caught me...

part of yesterday's gospel...

“Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”

and the priest's homily say it all...

it was so ironic that we are all grasping for love in this world where everyone has full of love to give. It's just that each and everyone create their own walls.... the reason why every love that we can share are all limited... bounded by our own walls... by doubt.. by fear... of taking risk.

and after the mass... everything on mind was cleared...

before i close my eyes that night... i did what i should do...

and it pays off...

perfectly....