"magkikita pa tayo ulit... but maybe in another place..."
one of the words you told me last night.
as much as possible i want to spent the rest of the remaining time with you. i wanted to be at your side till the end.
but i cant... you need to spend time with your family too. and i understand. our talk last night gave me the strength to hold on.
i love you so much.
and you said "i love you too".
i never wanted to leave you last night. your stare makes me wanna hold you tight. because i know it could be the last time that I can hold you, see you and hug you. the way you grasp my hand tells me i have to be ready...
i know i should. 3-6 months is just too short... you are too young to leave...
and we kissed... for the first time....it was the most heartfelt thing we did.
thank you for letting me know that up until the end... you loved me so much... in your own reasons... what we've been through showed me the real meaning of unconditional love.
and you asked me if we could have our family of our own... yes we will... just be strong to fight this test... God will always be on our side... and everything will be fine.
if this is goodbye, i know its just temporary.
yes.. we will see each other again... soon.
i love you so much... marlo.
not even in my imagination did i expect things to turn this way. everything just happened so fast.
and today, more than anything else, is the time i know you need me as your friend.
and i will never leave you... up till the end.
if it means staying at that hospital until God knows when, to take care of you the whole day... staying awake at night to make sure you are feeling well... even if it means i have to ignore work stress and attend to you right after work...
which i am doing right now.
i wouldn't get tired... i will do it again and again if that's what it takes for you to feel better.
i can see you in pain... you cry because of unbearable pain...
even after a hurtful revelation of your character, i forgive you... and i will stay because i can't take leaving you in your situation.
because i know you even never wanted this thing to happen.
because i love you.
and i know you loved me more because you never allowed this sickness to get into me.
i should've gotten mad of you... i could've left you the moment i learned the truth... and i shouldn't even have to care about you...
but then anger would just kill me...
and i cannot push myself to hate you.
and i would stay true to our promise...
first time ko to ginawa...
woke up 3am for my 5am flight to Iloilo. Arrived at Iloilo at 6:30 am.. headed straight to San Jose, Antique to train one (1) [yes!!! only one] Petron Station. It was a three-hour land trip from Iloilo City. Rented a taxi to be my service.. since it would just be a quickie training, i thought it would be best if I have a service because madugo ang public transpo experience dun. Rough road... alikabok... non-aircon bus.... kmusta naman yun di ba? Arrived at San Jose Antique by 9:30am...did the training for 30 or 45 minutes... then went back to Iloilo City.
my taxi fare reached to 2,300.. and si manong driver humirit ng additional 200 kasi daw hinintay nya ko habang nagtratrain... hay!!!
arrived at Iloilo City by 1pm... wala akong choice kundi maglibot kasi 5pm pa flight ko back to Manila...
what I did was... took a nap... at the cinema of SM Iloilo.. hahahaha!!!!
It was a very tiring day... ang nakakapagod is the travel... mas matagal pa ang byahe ko sa mismong purpose ko dun...
hay...
sorry no pics... ganun talaga pag mag-isa lang...
Im used calling him Marlo. But lately... nasasanay na rin ako na tawagin syang "yani".
Spent the weekend with them...
Prepared a little surprise party for his birthday... i brought ingredients for auntie's all time favorite baked macaroni. Bought cake (as choosen by maila) and balloons...
That time I am hoping he could come. Kasi nasa 40 temperature nya. It's been a week ng trangkaso and he's not yet well...
Pero dahil sa powers ng kanyang little sisters... it was a success!!!
stayed there until sunday afternoon. nagpaka nurse muna ako sa knya for the weekend...
i hope you get well soon... kahit dindi pa nagsisink-in sayo yung birthday mo... we're happyy to at least gave you something you'll remember....
and i know that you know how much we love you....
it was my first time to eat an oyster. hehehe!
Baked oyster with garlic and cheese... with a bit of tabasco sauce... at Oyster Boy. Tastes good... it was. Not like how I perceived it to be seeing my dad wayback eating a raw oyster. I thought it was "malansa" or something but having tried it last night, i might order it again next time. :-)
Thanks to dennis, a new friend i knew and met last night.
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tomorrow would be the day i have waited for in the past couple of days...
i really hope my effort would be appreciated.
ok.. so here's a snap details of our cebu trip..
why are we there? as usual.. for PETRON-SM ADVANTAGE Activation/Training. Simple, just to train Petron Staffs on how to give points to SM Advantage Cardholders when they gas up to their stations. 27 stations, all in 5 days...
Stayed at Rajah Park Hotel along Fuente Osmena. It has a free wifi connection at the lounge (yahoooo!!!) and a very very good sumptuous (free) breakfast which Minnie and I were looking forward to every morning...
infront of RAJAH
me and macky... at hotel's restaurant.. enjoying free wifi
one of the food trips we had... inihaw na liempo and sizzling squid...
we are just so early for our flight back to manila. 2 hours before our flight, we already checked-in... good thing though we were able to get a good seat...
we're here at macta airport waiting for our flight...
medyo nagkaproblem lang k minnie because of her mango puree... pero ok na naman..
will post details soon of this cebu trip...
back to reality tmrw.. hahaha... back to ofc...
hay!!!
