A lot of people are now starting to ask what my wishlist are for my upcoming doomsday... 20 days from now...
and i will reply.. "hmm...." and i can't say anything...
Because i am not really asking for anything. Well, yeah I do.. but that's what i've been wishing for since day 1... which I guess and definitely I couldn't get any sooner... I'm not even sure if I could have it.
But then, whether or not it would be given to me, it doesn't matter. I have been very blessed in some other way... I would say I am contented with my life right now, though there are some complications that I have to deal with (everyone has their own complications anyway. Mine was just too shallow compared to anyone else, that's why i'm not giving it a big deal)
I have grown (much better now, and im proud of that), a good job with more opportunities on its way, good friends... and selected few who are tested and true, great family, and a happy life.
To ask and to make a wishlist is just at the bottom of my list. Because having the life that I have now is the greatest blessing I could ever asked for.
For one, God already granted my first on the list if ever I have to make one... and that is to recover my own self from the hurt that i've been through from what had happened a few months ago (or it was almost a year?).
And he gave me something more than to what i prayed for. He healed my heart and gave me peace.
He showed and made me realize my mistakes...
Introduce me to new characters that would play a new role in my life...
And showered me with blessings I never expected to happen...
I cannot ask for more...
pero syempre, sino ba naman ako para tumanggi sa gifts nyo? weehehehehe!