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10 months ago
this weekend...
at long last, another laboy moment..
just in time.. when i am in need of space...
excited!!!
Its my 28th year today...
And i never ever expected to welcome it with.. HURT.... and a HEAVY HEART.
An unappropriate timing for a simple truth. That, I always thought I could handle. I've been used into getting hurt and moving on but not on the day of what should be "my day".
Yes, maybe people tends to be insensitive sometimes. Either that, or they just dont have the guts to tell you how you became a failure and so they will make a way for you to feel it and eventually give up.
I have come across a lot of failures in the past and i don't need another one... and right about now. Because i don't deserve it.
Tired.
Still, as i welcome another year of my life, I am very much thankful for everything that I have, all the blessings that He gave me... health, good life, good job, true friends and my faith.
There's just one thing that I am always and will always be praying for....
my HEART.
since my doomsday falls on a Sunday, earlier was my advanced celeb with my strata family...
then after work, had coffee with Abi. It was 48 years since we last saw each other, and i thought of giving her a call early this morning and tadah! buti na lang availabale sya tonight... super update to the max over coffee...
and tom, Daddy will be at the house, my relatives from Bulacan will also come. Umaatikabong inuman na naman to.. in time for the salubong of my doomsday!
Hmft.... i just can't believe im turning 28.
besty van van, besty nikay and her Skrat --> my first birthday date.
At Ohana Megamall... since Nikay and Aw are off to Bohol and Van can't come over on Sunday, we had an advance dinner get together in time for my birthday...
Nikay's mini birthday cake... naghahanap pa si Aw ng candle.. gusto pa yata my blow the cake ceremony.. hehehe....
Van's gift... hmm... makes me think where to wear this... sa office kaya?
At kahit alaskado na naman ako.. lalo na ni Aw (hehehe)... i will always treasure that moment... Miss you bestfriends...
Love you both...
in 4 days...
i should be excited... i should be looking forward to it... everything should be ok...
pero bakit ang daming twist and turns? everyday, there's always change happening... at some point its hurting me...
or is it just me?
i just wanna be happy.... we'll everyone does.
Been so very busy the past days...
After a long drive yesterday with my BFF who accompanied me to my training at Los Baños, we had a biglaang ayaan at Star City. Because little sis wants to have a break from her toxic workloads...
The young at hearts... little sis reminds us with kyla...
mukang grown-up version daw sya ni kyla.. hehehee...
we had fun... super! but then, i swear! i would never ride that surfdance again! ever!
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today.. need to do the laundry.. bad trip! bakit kapag kelan ako maglalaba, dun uulan? hmft!!!!
i was checking my friendster and spotted my today's horoscope...
ayan!!! bull's eye!!!
(click the image for a larger view)
... that's why i more often do not believe in horoscopes... tsk tsk..... *big wide grin*
> a birthday shouthout to my very good vriend WISA and my TITA GEL... Wisa, i'll see you tom!!!
> had a long day meeting at Petron Head Office for a recap and pointing out improvements on our training program... introduced a new card which will be now included in our training...
> had coffee with bf afterwards...
... then i just realized, on our way home.. yesterday pala was year's 8-8-8...
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this morning, tito and ysa wake me up and we went to the weekend market somewhere along the complex... ang sarap mamili!!! aliw as in super aliw!!!
:-)
Its my baby Macky's first birthday today...
It's been a year since my boss handed him to me. He was my dream come true then.. and until now, i sooo love him.
Kaso lang, early this morning, nagtampo yata sya... his hard drive failed and need to be repaired.
I was working on some project when his battery drained and he automatically shut down. I didn't noticed his battery status because I was really on the rush to finish the stuff im doing. When i plugged and connect to his power supply and then logged in to my user account, I couldn't get through. He keeps on showing the dialog box for logging in even if, i am very sure im entering my correct password.
But when i tried on logging in via my boss' user account, i was able to get in. Weird. What's wrong with my user account then?
And so i called in the tech support of powermac and told him what happened. I am very happy with their troubleshooting services :-) Talagang di nila ibaba ang phone hangga't di nila naayos ang problem. Ganun ang mga thumbs-up na tech support!
Ended up, i need to reformat macky's operating system. and since i have always been updating his software versions, i also need to re-download all the software updates that took me the whole day to finish..
Kaya yung deadline ko, no choice din but to extend until tomrw...
its just weird.. this is his first time to have a sustem failure.. kung kelang sakto 1 year old sya...
but still.. love na love ko pa rin si macky...
had date last night with bff and little sis. i am not really feeling well last night bust since we only seldom see each other lately (yep, i missed them sooo much) and i am not into going home early, we pushed through with out planned movie date. Pero sila, may timezone mode pa while waiting for me...
just a dinner (super sarappppp!) and watched..
thumbs up!
Thanks thanks bff and little sis!!!! :-)
A lot of people are now starting to ask what my wishlist are for my upcoming doomsday... 20 days from now...
and i will reply.. "hmm...." and i can't say anything...
Because i am not really asking for anything. Well, yeah I do.. but that's what i've been wishing for since day 1... which I guess and definitely I couldn't get any sooner... I'm not even sure if I could have it.
But then, whether or not it would be given to me, it doesn't matter. I have been very blessed in some other way... I would say I am contented with my life right now, though there are some complications that I have to deal with (everyone has their own complications anyway. Mine was just too shallow compared to anyone else, that's why i'm not giving it a big deal)
I have grown (much better now, and im proud of that), a good job with more opportunities on its way, good friends... and selected few who are tested and true, great family, and a happy life.
To ask and to make a wishlist is just at the bottom of my list. Because having the life that I have now is the greatest blessing I could ever asked for.
For one, God already granted my first on the list if ever I have to make one... and that is to recover my own self from the hurt that i've been through from what had happened a few months ago (or it was almost a year?).
And he gave me something more than to what i prayed for. He healed my heart and gave me peace.
He showed and made me realize my mistakes...
Introduce me to new characters that would play a new role in my life...
And showered me with blessings I never expected to happen...
I cannot ask for more...
pero syempre, sino ba naman ako para tumanggi sa gifts nyo? weehehehehe!
nothing...
i just don't have anything to say.. to share... and its weird.
well.. nothing interesting happened lately...
been sick the past days... but i'm ok now. still need a little rest maybe...
but everything seems soooo blank.
it's just that, a lot of things seemed to be unusual lately... here at home, at the ofc, my friends...
or maybe i am just reading things too much?
but no.. lately things are really weird...
wala lang.. gusto ko lang sabihing AUGUST NA!!!
its my time of the year... weeeehhheeee!
*big big grin*
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