BITS AND PIECES

...you happen to drop by here, (because i know for the longest time you haven't got the time to go online and earlier I was surprised to know that you were able to do so since i saw that you checked my friendster profile) i just wanted you to know this:

whatever it is that's been happening to us... to our "situation" to be specific.... i want you to know that i don't want it to be like this. If we need to settle things, or if need to end this... i hope that we can face the problem together.

you know where i am coming. and i am fully aware of where you are coming too. you know my concerns...

clearly, you are not yet ready to fix things up.

i am now disregarding all those things that you told me before... that things will be better, that we will be good, that we are going farther...

because actions speaks louder than words.

anyway... as much as i wanted to talk to you, the more you step back.. away from all of these.. leaving me hanging...

you said, we'll talk next week... but then, i'm letting go of the expectation...we may never see each other again...

i wanted you to see that up to the last moment, i reached out to you.

i need to throw away all the heavy baggages you have caused me...

till then...