BITS AND PIECES

at this point when I am on my "downside" I realize am still blessed to have friends I never expected to be there...

and it's another proof that God hears our prayers...

last night... before I left the gym... I saw Anna.. one of my gym buddy. She was actually lookin for me din pala. We chatted... mostly about my current "issue". And she gave me a clear view of what's been really happening. I was enlightened. I was cleared. Yes.. I got her point... and it really was the real thing...

Taking things as it is... Treating things on its "face value"... what you see is what you get... Things could sometimes get complicated but I can do nothing with it... If this is what it should be... then let it be...

On my way home... I wanted to go somewhere... not feeling of going home yet... but there's no one I can tag... I tried calling some friends but they're kinda busy... and suddenly while crossing the street.. I saw one familiar face... RJ. Who at that time also have the urge to unwind and looking for someone to be with...

D: "Arj!!!"
RJ: "Daei!.. Gurl san ka punta"?
D: " Uwi na sana e... kaw?"
RJ: " May gagawin ka ba? dinner tayo!"
D: " Sure! Gusto ko rin tumambay muna e"
RJ: " Ay ako din! I have so many things to tell you! I was actually looking for you... Tinatanong ko nga si joebel kung nasan ka na e... si daei ba buhay pa?"
D: " Shit arj, i needed someone to talk to right now!"
RJ: " O tara....lets go.."

And there... we stayed at Teriyaki Boy Megastrip... hours of talk... catching up.... upadating each other's "latests".

Again I felt good... that somehow I was able to release some of what's inside me...

Last night... I was surprised... that for the first time in two weeks... I found myself not waiting for someone's call... or just simply not thinking about it... and not bothering to wake up every time to check my phone...

And this morning... as I walked to the terminal going to office.. I saw another old friend... Allan.. the newest daddy among my friends... We chatted about lot of updates.. the feeling of being a new dad... his happiness now that they have their little angel... the old inqtv days... and im glad he was able make my thoughts get rid about my "issue" (and he doesn't even know it). And it helped a lot...

And... upon arrival here at the office, the moment I opened my pc... checking my email.... I saw 2 new messages from 2 old friends again...Jas, from my previous work and Maite, my college classmate.... both of them asking how am I. Bakit daw wala akong paramdam...

It was just so surprising that long lost friends could come to you in time you really dont expect themto come...

I am happy...

And I realized... this is one way of God in answering my prayers...

Letting me know there's more out there that what I thought it was...

Im glad I have friends...