to start it of..
the day after my birthday, I was the happiest girl ever. Having my wish came true, I have nothing more to ask... It was just the best moment of my life...
when at the end of the day, a bad news got me... and it started off everything that has been stressing me so much lately. I am not the one who should be greatly affected by this (though yes, I am very much affected) but what happened caused me and everyone a huge STRESS. There is no use in blaming anyone. I'm sure wala namang may gustong mangyari ang lahat. It's just that we never expected things to happen...
and to carry all the burden within us and keeping it as a "sacred secret" is not that easy. Worried to be misunderstood by others. Good thing, there are some people who are considerate enough to understand and are willing to give their support. Still... the past weeks have been so hard for us.
worst... it happened while im still in this "cloud9" state.... and it spoiled everything.
now things are just starting to clear. The mess are slowly being cleaned. Hoping that eventually, things would go back to its normal phase... no more tensions...
no more worries.