did a product shoot for Marks and Spencer (Shangri-La) and Coffee Bean (Eastwood) yesterday for the Citibank World Priviledge Newsletter.
We did Marks and Spencer first at Shangri-La. It was a quick product shoot. And I love (actually we -- Me and Bee) the product offer. This...
(For citibank cardholders.. you could get this product for free for ever 4,000.00 purchase at Marks)
... dahil mas mahaba ang buhay kesa sa problema.
i already filed my ammendment form at the gym. meaning, i now only have until july for my membership. effective august 1, my mebership will be terminated.
this is my choice. my decision. a year and a half of going to the gym has been a part of my system. though, i would still continue doing my workout at the gym near my place... pero im sure hahanap-hanapin ko pa rin ang ameneties ng ff.
pero i have to stop. for some reasons (well actually for "many" reasons).
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God is so good. He showed me what I am looking for. In my face he revealed to me the things that I have been looking for all these years.
I realized...
I am still a kindhearted good girl....
saturday...
I sleep all day....
sunday...
barney and friends (yes.. ok na ulit ang group!) invaded...
This mickey thing amezes me... hehehe!
para daw masira nag figure ko! (kamusta naman yun?)
anyway... i was just surprised to see that...
its color purple... and its from "purple oven"
hmmmm.... parang ayaw kong kainin! gusto ko na lang syang tignan!
weehee!!!
but it hurts Barney so much to see Bj and Baby Bop getting hurt. It hurts Barney to see one of the friends move away... risking the friendship they have once built.
Barney talked to Bj... and talked to Baby Bop... both have their reasons. Now Barney don't know how to feel... also hurt because the purple dino, as much as possible doesn't want to let things get to worst.
Baby Bop and Bj... please don't leave Barney alone...
then..
bigla akong tinamad mag gym.
nakikita ko na ang epekto... ganito na nga ang mangyayari few days from now...
i remember what i told him... "going to wynsum wouldn't be the same anymore"
hay!!!!
so sad...
routine. a part of our everyday activities. even if we are both busy with workloads, as soon as the clock strikes at 4pm (sometimes 4:30), we would take a break and meet downstairs.. for a snack. for a quality time.
it has been like this for a year and a half. though there are some days that we can't really avoid not to meet because of toxic workloads here at the ofc and him having a complicated schedule with his clients. it is just during this time that we could talk and spend quality time together.
aside of course after work hours when we make it as much as possible to be together going home.
this routine sometimes can eat up to an hour or more... ng hindi namin namamalayan... buti na lang di kami nasisita ng sari-sarili naming ofc.
happy na rin.. kasi kahit papano, we can still have time na sa amin lang. with the situation now, mahirap makakuha ng time...madaming complications... madaming issues...
unanswered questions... undefined relationship.
trust and understanding... eto na lang ang panlaban e.
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last night..
once and for all, you assured me that everything will be alright... that there's nothing to worry about... again i trusted you...
you told me we will never part ways even if you have to leave... that things are about to get better for us.... then again i believe you...
you also told me there's nothing to get jealous about when i told you that i am.
i will let go of this jealousy... as much as possible i will try not to be affected with it...
i am holding up to your words...
and that's the only thing that keeps me on holding on right now
