BITS AND PIECES

its my daddy's birthday today...

i know.. he wouldn't have the chance to read this post.. but i want the world to know how blessed i am to have a father like him.

yes.. we do have our ups and downs..

ours is not that perfect father-daughter relationship....

we may have our different world, we may be far away from each other.

but in the end.. we know.. we still have each other

and i will always be his little baby girl...

HAPPY 57TH BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!

may nakita ako sa friendster profile ng isang tao.. di ko sya friend.. nasa extended network ko sya... i just knew her through a friend... sa mga kwento nung friend ko... and we have'nt met yet...

nagulat ako...

at napasmile...

di ko alam pano magrereact... ikatutuwa ko ba? pero nahihiya ako...

but one thing's sure...

gumaan ang mundo ko...

happened last May 12-13, 2007 @ SM Megatrade Hall...

kame ang mga dakilang anghel ni kuya ng araw na yun...

Day 1... joebel gave everyone the wake-up call... as super duper early wakeup call... 6:30 to be exact.

the angels met at seattles best. damn! we look like a campaign group for some politival candidate. wearing the orange shirt... it definitely took the attention of the people.

Event started at exactly 11am. There are a lot (as in super dami!) kids. Well.. even us naaliw coz of kid's stuff around. Kahit medyo ngarag... still nagenjoy naman kme. We were suppose to have our assigned station kaso nagkahalo halo na rin because of... ah! never mind.

Anyway... we had fun.. we knew the clien't eyes are on us... keber!

The Big 4 and friends concert series na inabot ng 2am...

its 10:30 am..

im here at the ofc... sa table ko... tulala. NOT feeling so well... not in the mood for toxic workloads... pero sa totoo lang tambak ang trabaho... pero wala. as much as i want to start working, wala ako sa wisyo... ang layo ng utak ko.

naiisip ko...

- im back to personal training. after the last session i had months ago, nahirapan ako imaintain on my own. i need someone talaga to spot me on my workout. iba pa rin kasi kapag natututukan ka. depende na lang din kung magaling trainor mo (uhumm!!!!). plus self-discipline na rin. i had 2 trainings already and there's more to go.

i was actually about to stop my gym activity kaso natakot ako baka bigla akong lumaki ulit... sayang naman lahat lahat. Hah! "excuses".

- kelangan ko ng maraming raket. Ang dami kong dapat bayaran na bills.

- Nawawala yung isang spindle ko ng Blank CDs. Dammit!!!!!

- God is so good. He's helping me to survive despite of everything that's happening.

- Im still in doubt. NOT so sure of how to feel and react towards someone.

- I miss the BIG 4.

- Lapit na birthday ni bespren Van Van. Manlilibre kaya sya?

- Lapit na rin birthday ng Daddy ko.

- Hay! kung andito lang si Mommy...

LIARS!!!

oh well... still nagsabi ka pa rin ng totoo... kasi wla ka nang lusot...

but for what reason that you need to lie?

so shallow.

from now on... i wont ask anything from you anymore...

since di ko rin naman sure kung totoo or hindi yung sinasabi mo...

Sabi mo i am you Bestfriend? Most trusted person in your life? hah! now i doubt it...

just go on...

and i will try not to care... anymore.