ok. kahit halos lahat ng mga models e mukang kabado, still u guys made a great job! Congratulations!
ng cake... hmm... yung chocolate mousse!
ng sinigang.. hmm.. sinigang na sugpo! huwwaaw!!!
ng green mango shake
mag out of town
mag relax sa isang tahimik at di mataong lugar
maging busy
ng raket.. ng madaming raket... para may pambayad ako sa credit cards ko
laging makasama mga friends ko
ng quality time kasama daddy ko
makita mommy ko even just for a single second
mag videoke...
ng beer
pero... bakit ganun? parang may kulang pa rin...
simple lang naman ang gusto ko. ewan ko bakit hindi ko makuha... bakit hindi ako mapagbigyan...
gusto ko lang naman na...
.... maging masaya.
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gave me the reason to stop.
you showed me the way out.
yes, it could probably be my fault why all of a sudden you felt that way. I have become and acted so close, when in fact I should'nt.
I thought I knew you that well...
and you showed me that I was wrong.
I don't know how you were able to say all those things to me before.. which made me kept on holding on. Believeing that we share this kind of "bond" which only the two of us can understand.
and im sad that in a snap... everything changed.
all these times, I have been around and wanted to save this. Trying my very best to understand every little things you said.
shallow reasons.
and now i am thinking.. maybe the rumors are true.
I have given you my trust. As much as possible I didn't want to entertain the thought. Because it's your reputation... and I don't want to believe that you are what others are thinking.
im surprised.
now it's over.
Im letting it go...
I cannot take it anymore. I'm giving you what you want.
I am giving myself a chance to be happy.
on my own.
I am not that fully loaded with work.. which, really, doesn't helped me at all... and i am not liking it. Giving me the whole time to open sites that feeds my curiosity.. ending up... discovering things I should not want to know.
"What you don't know wont hurt you"
Come to think of it, I really shouldn't care anyway. Afterall it's not under my control and sometimes things could just surprise you in a snap. I really don't know what's happening but my instinct is killing me. Is it just me? Or is there really something going on? Should I care? I dont know... but it's hurting me... a bit.
the answer is right in front of me... and i am hesistant to look at it. still having second thoughts... what if there's a different story? I am trying my very best not to close my mind into what's layed infront of me. I still have the hope that there is something more deep that I should know...
stress.
pero hindi naman dapat...
binibigyan ko lang ng problema ang sarili ko.
AND TO THE RESCUE: Yhanee.. ang kaladkarin naming friend, Joebelita... whose priority are us more than her deadlines, at si Kuya na adik na adik sa gym ngayon...
hindi ko rin alam kung bakit pero one word to describe it: LAUGHING TRIP.
Maybe because.. all of us had the bad mood for that day... and its our way of releasing the bad energy.
ang eavesdropping ni kuya waiter ng recipes sa mga problema namin...
samahan pa ng chocolate ice cream na dala ni kuya.
and ang deadline ni joebs...
at ang pagpadpad namin sa starbucks para makaplug ng lowbat na laptop ni yhanee para makapagtrabaho si joebel... of course! ano priority ni joebel??? di nya kasi kami matiis!!!
inabot na kami ng umaga sa podium.
with friends like them????? who needs an enemy????
and we gave her a little "surprise party" yesterday. planned 3 days before her
busy putting up balloons and decorations. preparing the foods and all. having fun while the celebrant was being fooled by her sister... hehehe...
si rj, medyo hilo na sa paglalagay ng decorations...
the cake and bread from moi and louise,
here are the girls... mama i, jeng, jaja, mommy, moi, yhanee, louise and the birthday girl...
sisters..
sige joebs.. ilabas mo na lang lahat sa kanta! hehehe!
First, i do not have anything to write about. Or should I say I am not in the mood to write about what's been going on. It's not that complicated though but its just that having to go on details again doesn't make me feel better.
Long vacation is over. Spent time with my daddy, my 3 little pamangkins who I loved so so much, my brother and my sister in law, and my tita. Spent maundy thursday with my cousins at Bulacan in time for my Kuya Olan's birthday. We had night swimming at the nearby resort, and im glad i found some peace while floating on the pool.
Back to Manila on Good Saturday.
It wasn't really the kind of vacation that I expected. I thought things would go on its way but sadly, my expectations failed me.
Dissappointment. Hurt.
I was left with no choices.
And I need to deal with things... the hard way.
