my newest baby...
... Lord, please help me value a friendship more than my own self's interest. If letting go means sacrificing my own feelings for my friend's own happiness, then teach me to handle it. Give me the strength to hold back my emotions and be the instrument of a new beginning for my friend. In time, I know that you'll give me more than what I want now and more than what I dreamed of.
yep! 5 consecutive straight days and i'm sober every night. without any reason at all. sabi ni tito emil "bakit ba tayo nag-iinom ng sunod sunod, e wala naman tayong mga problema?" hahaha!
Sunday - Tagaytay Road Trip. Carlos Pizza. Stabucks... and Madam Auring. 2 cans of SML while on the Road. Went home @ 3am.
Recently, a few months to be more concise, I've encountered a consecutive lost of loved ones, family member and a friend.
Marlo, my "one true love" then, left us after a month and a half of confinement at the hospital. He died of Colon Cancer...
Followed by Mommy Flor's mom and then by our dear Omar's Dad. Both of them are my college classmate and friends...
And then comes Charlotte, my dear sister and friend at INQTV. She left after 3 days at the hospital. A so sudden death that shocked everyone. Which until now I can't still believe. I was still talking to her months ago and grieving about Marlo's death and I never know that soon she'll follow.
Yesterday, my cousin's (Donna) soon to be son left us. He's just 5 months old at my cousin's womb. And he never got the chance to know us... but he's our angel now.
And last night I was thinking.. where are they now. Yes I know and I believe that they are already in heaven with our Big Daddy. But then I wonder, do they still knew us? can they see us now? what exactly are they doing now.
Sad that most of the time, those who are dying do not have any chance to make some "bilin" at all. And then I thought, when my time comes, how would it be? Morbid as it may seems but I thought about posting this if in case my time comes and I can't have the chance to say this to anyone...
When I die..
Im pretty sure, many would agree...
that in every office or any working environment, there are just someone who's a "pain in the ass" to everyone!
and i damn hate him!
Video courteousy of minnie... One of the best exerience I had... just loved it!
My 2nd visit to the 2nd largest city of the world... Davao.
2nd night. A dinner at Dencio's Hilltop wherein you'll have an overlooking view of Davao City. We were treated for dinner by Ate Virgie, Minnie's friend whom she knew during her Palawan trip.
Her real birthday is on Thursday, June 5. She's turning 8 by then. And since she's leaving for romblon (yep.. her vacation with us has ended) and I would be off for Davao on Wednesday, we decided to celebrate it yesterday at home with everyone - The Matias Brothers, Jaymie, Kit and Us...
