BITS AND PIECES

blog.

its just that i am super uber busy lately.. have lots of works to do.. nagkasunod sunod kasi mga projects...

but then i promise... as soon as i am free, surely there's a lot to post...

will update soooon....

oh and by the way,

im taking this space to thank ANNE. Thanks for that comfort talk yesterday... it really means a lot...

let's pray for it.. and hopefully kayanin ng powers ko... will let you know every details..

thanks gurl!

doesn't seems to be right lately...

to start it of..

the day after my birthday, I was the happiest girl ever. Having my wish came true, I have nothing more to ask... It was just the best moment of my life...

when at the end of the day, a bad news got me... and it started off everything that has been stressing me so much lately. I am not the one who should be greatly affected by this (though yes, I am very much affected) but what happened caused me and everyone a huge STRESS. There is no use in blaming anyone. I'm sure wala namang may gustong mangyari ang lahat. It's just that we never expected things to happen...

and to carry all the burden within us and keeping it as a "sacred secret" is not that easy. Worried to be misunderstood by others. Good thing, there are some people who are considerate enough to understand and are willing to give their support. Still... the past weeks have been so hard for us.

worst... it happened while im still in this "cloud9" state.... and it spoiled everything.

now things are just starting to clear. The mess are slowly being cleaned. Hoping that eventually, things would go back to its normal phase... no more tensions...

no more worries.

We may never had the chance to know each other, but I am very very excited to see you come... to welcome you in the family... to be our little angel... to be my next favorite baby...

sad, you have to say goodbye...

the moment I learned that you were there, I was enveloped by excitement...

but i guess this is not the right time for you to come to this world... HE gave this moment for a reason...

and I thank HIM... for this may be HIS way so your "mom" can begin the new chapter of her life. With you as her guiding angel...

and just so this I promise you... I would never ever leave her... no matter what... even if people turned their back on her, just like now... I will be here for your dear mom.

thanks for bringing us into this...