back from a long weekend road trip...
to my long missed home...
for the next couple of days, i'll be away...
This year, I personally declare Valentine’s Day as the SINGLE’S AWARENESS MONTH. Haha!! Nah! I am not pathetically bitter about being single. It is actually my choice not to be in a relationship now right after that painful stage of Marlo’s death. It was traumatic. And I have no reason to be emotionally stressed just because I am “now” single.
Aside of course from that dinner with a “friend” (on which details I can’t reveal for my own self’s sake) we (the kagerz + gracia “parteegurl”) had dinner and a bucket of beer at Metrowalk.
FEB 15 – A POST VALENTINE TRIP
At Pier 1, Fort. As per someone's request, i wouldn't post the details... hahahahaha!
Of course I wouldn’t let the season pass without spending a time with him. Even if he’s not here anymore, I still can feel his presence and there is still my longing to be with him.
And the most meaningful thing that happened that night: all complicated issues was resolved.
it has been a long day...
had a meeting at Petron with the Petron Fleetcard people and my other co-trainors for the upcoming nationwide retraining program.
wasn't able to report back to office because we ended up past 6pm and since we're already at makati area, i decided not to go back and just head straight home.
i wanted to sleep... and i tried.. but i can't...
still have lots of things to do... deadlines and projects...
ganito ba talaga pag walang lovelife? sa trabaho lahat napupunta?
one of the last words that Marlo told me before he left: "WAG KA AGAD MAGTITIWALA SA MGA TAO, LALO NA SA MGA DI MO PA GANUN KA-KILALA"
and now i understand why he told me that...
ganun pala yun, darating ka sa point na di mo na alam kung sino ang paniniwalaan mo...
and my choice is to believe on what i used to believe in. para less pain, less emotional stress.
im glad things are slowly clearing up... and im pretty sure, truth will be revealed very soon.
anyway, wherever it is that this "complicated issue" will lead to, useless na rin. everything was said and done... harms already made (on the process of recovering na nga e).
i just hope everyone would find their inner peace... and that it would be easy for everyone to move on.
A lot of unexpected things are happening lately. I am amazed, surprised as on how things are going its way.
Now I believe that sometimes, you just have to let time heal all the pains and let God do the works. Then one day, you’ll just see yourself smiling…
… and then you’ll realized, you are more blessed that anyone else
What my day was.
For the whole day, I haven’t talked to anyone in the office. (Aside of course from my boss who asked me to do this thing that caused me to have my own world today) They seemed to be afraid on talking to me or to even approach me. I didn’t mean to make them feel that way though. It’s just that they are already used to me when “cramming-toxic-can-I-just-stop-the-clock” mode of mine attacks.
Because I am doing this AVP for one of the MANCOM’s (Daddy Bu, who are very dear to us) 60th birthday celebration today. Really, it was a “photo-finish” job. I started doing the first few video clips yesterday and the remaining, well most of it I’ve done today.
I haven’t been able to go online, I wasn’t able to check my e-mail, no ym. The whole day, the only thing that’s been running to my Mac was the iMovie where I’m doing the video editing. Oh yes, Photoshop was also up. If there’s a need, I have also the Limewire on standby (for the songs which I don’t have in iTunes).
I’ve done everything in 9 hours. It was a 9-minutes AVP, which I am very proud to say was a “very good” AVP. Something that earned an applause right after showing it to the birthday boy and to everyone else. It was actually played 2 times as per their request.
Hardwork paid. A tap on my back. A “good job” phrase from almost everyone. And the wink and a high-five from my boss, it paved all the stress. Knowing that I have done a productive work today, its enough to say “I had my day”.
wisa treated me to lunch earlier and we talked about her wedding invitation... she asked me to scout for a supplier who could print it and gave me the soft copy of the file.