SURRENDER

for 3 days i haven't been to the hospital... as per your request. because you said its your time with your family... for your spiritual healing...

it was so hard for me. i wanted to be at your side... i wanted to be with you... but it's you who told me to rest for a while...

that 3 days gave me the chance to reflect and think. i realized, i also have my own life to live. that i have to start moving on.

yes i love you so much, and i will do everything that i can to make you happy. but now, its different. Its God's call. and all we need to do is to surrender to Him everything.

and when you said that I can see you today... i thought maybe its my time to say goodbye. that later could be the last time that I can see you.. "could be" coz i dont know when will be the next. i know this is too much hard for you.. and i know that there are more important people in your life that you would want to spent time with...

but inspite of all that, you know that i am just right here.. i'll just wait for that time when you would call me and tell me you want to spend some time with me... but for now, i will just back my way off but that doesn't mean i am totally leaving you. i would just give you all the time and space you need... you will always be here in my heart... and i would definitely be waiting for that time... because you know i never wanted to leave you.

and if in case we never see each other again, i'll remember what you've told me ... that we will still see each other... not here... maybe in some other place...

as for now all i can do is to pray for you... for your heart.. for us... for me.. for more strength.

and always remember the love that i gave you and will continually giving you till the end...

i love you so much and i don't wanna be selfish... I'll give you everything you want... even if it means sacrificing my longing to be with you...

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